bodyy explained the reasons for the early end of the season
bodyy, who is the captain of the HEET team, explained the reasons for the early end of the season on his part. According to the 25-year-old Frenchman, he was emotionally burned out and tired, which is why he decided to skip the ESL Challenger League Season 43 Relegation: Europe. The esportsman also reproached the busy schedule, which led to health problems.
I missed the last tournament of the year, not because of a lack of interest in the championship, as some people believe, but to try to find a balance in life. I was ashamed to talk about it, ask teammates for help, admit problems with the psychological state and make the necessary decision.
All the events in the life of the line-up over the past few years seemed to push me to work even harder and turned into an obsession that I had to succeed. My goal is to win the Major, ESL Pro League and other big tournaments. In pursuit of this, I spent all the strength and part of the mind.
After the RMR tournament, I decided to take tickets to Japan, where my girlfriend is studying, and this is the best way for me to switch off, knowing that I will probably only see her once every 11 months. I give everything I have to end the year in the best possible way, but my mood, my desire, the pleasure that I received from the game, is very difficult to find every day.
According to bodyy, due to HEET's disastrous performance at the ESL Challenger League Season 43: Europe, the team had to play in the Relegation qualifier. However, the schedule of the tournament echoed the plane tickets to Japan, where the esportsman was going to fly to his girlfriend.
As a result, the Frenchman agreed with Lucky, who agreed to replace him in the championship. However, as bodyy himself notes, he feels guilty and relieved at the end of the season. At the end, the 25-year-old Frenchman also recommended paying more attention to his mental health.
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